Hello Dave, Auriel and the rest of the gang!

You know being a Libra is only fun sometimes - like when I smile at cute guys and make them fall over, or when I win a debate or decorate my house. Being a Libra is NOT fun all the time though! I have some really big life decisions to make, and they need to be made quickly and I am driving myself crazy with all the mental pro and con lists and logical reasons for and againist and the "what-if" scenerios coming out of my ears. I have meditated, checked my charts and talked with my guy here till I'm blue in the face, but I still don't have that quiet feeling of certainty that I need to have to know that what I have decided is right. If any of you want to look at my chart and advise me I would be more than grateful! I am wondering about moving back to Toronto, which has been an on-going theme the last few months, but somehow the timing never seems right. It's gotten to something of a "Now or never" time though - well maybe not "never" but forsure "Now or not for a few years" So my question is - would a big move be good or not good? Am I going to take a bit hit financially, or have smooth sailing? Will my family prosper too? I see things in my charts that say "Yes, No or maybe", and that's part of what is driving me crazy!
Thanks!!!
Love,
Terri

PS - Sept 29, 1974 @ 10am in Edmonton, Alberta

[This message has been edited by blueskydream (edited 03-20-2001).]

Hi T,

I have looked at the travel charts you showed me. I have been studying mine with node and some other info and they helped me get a grip on the same problem you are having.
And it appears to be the same type of location problem. We are both where we should be but not necessarily where we what to be.

My energy (of the natal chart planets location on the map) does not change from the Yukon down to San Fan, CA.

Your chart show bands dividing Canada and I could only see where you are now as a good choice (And barely including Vancouver, BC but not out to Edmonton, AB) and it describes just what you are doing. This is your Uranus / AC line.

The other place is East of Quebec and says life will be good and many areas and the money will be so good you will become materialist and out send yourself. I can only think you would have to be dealing drugs or something. This is you Venus / MC line

You may want to look at Matt's and see if staying would be so bad.
You have my empathy because all though I don't mind being where I am, I don't like the soul job that goes with it.
I think what you will have to do is start your own business and blow ever one alway with your talents. Tuff job but someone's got to do it. And remember, Rome wasn't built in a day and you are forever young.
So quite fretting and start making plans.
Yes you will have to have a job in the mean time and you already have one.
hmmmm ... not what was the problem???? Not enough shoes to wear! Ok, I get yea now.
Sell one of Matt's tools.

Love and balance,
Darwin

Of course I agree with what Darwin said and lmao while reading it. To further add to it, you should move this year if you're going to move. In June, the transits are on your side financially when Saturn trines your 2nd house cusp ruler. If you wait until next year, you're going to have the transits working against you in two areas at two different times. Yes, you may have Gemini ruling your 9th house cusp but Cancer is fully in there too. You also need to take that into consideration, which you probably already know because I've been watching you grow with your talent and natural gift in astrology. That won't be so cool when Saturn squares your Moon next year. It won't go well either with other people's money when it goes on to square your 8th house cusp ruler. If you work for yourself or someone else, you still have to deal with other people's money.

BTW, when I moved to FL, I not only checked the transits for me and the kids but I checked out the relocation reports for all of us too and they helped tremendously.

Well, I hope that helps. BTW, I thought you had your time of birth pinpointed?

Love and light,
Auriel

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perhaps Saturn is trying to teach us that we must go into reverse
to transform all the crinkles and wrinkles
of the soul and heart, and the body's wear and tear
into the smooth, sunny face—and innocent laughter and faith
of childhood
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Thanks guys!

Darwin you are too funny sometimes! Don't you know that if I want to be dealing drugs I already live in the perfect place for it? 20mins from an unguarded border and every other "mushroom" farm down in South Langley has another, more lucrative sideline But somehow a life of crime just isn't appealing to me...believe it or not, I am a "good girl" at heart! Seriously though, I understand what you are saying about my Uranus line out here - I don't think it's coincidence at all that I moved to this place and that's when I seriously started studying astrology and really found myself having a talent for it. But maybe I've learned all that I can from being here? In many ways my time here has felt like a break from reality. Matt was being so well paid that I could not care about my career and spend time learning and being with my son. It was a beautiful time in my life, but I have the sense now that it is time to get back into the mainstream, so to speak. I think I would like to live near my Venus line because I would like to have that love energy and creativity working for me - I think having learned what I have learned I wouldn't be caring so much about shoes, but more about helping others, pouring oil over the troubled waters, which besides shopping, is the other things that Libra's do best.

Morning Storm - Thanks for your input too. Just so I can be clear here - when you talked about Saturn squaring my 8th house ruler, you mean when Saturn gets to 26 Gemini, right (b/c then it is square to my Venus in Virgo?) But before that, when Saturn is around 6 Gemini, that is when it is trining my second house cusp ruler(s)? I just kinda realized that since I have Pluto at 6Libra and Mars at 10Libra, and both are considered rulers of Scorpio that I might be lucky enough to be under that good influence for awhile?
I know that in general I am going through a period of pretty yucky transits - I have Pluto squaring my Moon right now and then Saturn will be squaring my Moon and Venus, but before that it does trine almost everything else in my chart - so I agreee with what you say about now is better than later...which fits with the whole practical, money side of things too.
Matt's chart has good/bad going on right now too...would you mind giving me your opinion on what this means for him. In brief what has happened is that he lost his job last week, and Pluto is at his MC right now (which kinda confirms that Pisces rising thing that we both though was not possible), and he is coming into the 2nd pass of his Saturn return - and Saturn is pretty heavily aspected in his chart, so it's a bit confusing to me to sort out what is going on. But anyway, the whole reason we moved here 2 years ago was for this job of his, and now he wants to start his own record label, and Toronto is just a better place for that. ANd we have family there, and could maybe even buy a house, since it's alot cheaper to buy there than here, and the econmoy is stronger in general.
I know it probably sounds silly, but I just don't seem to be as insightful when I am looking at my own chart, or my loved ones, I think we are just too close and I don't detatch well enough and so find what I am expecting to see, but not beyond that, if that makse sense?
His info is Jan 10, 1972 @ 11:00am in Adelaide, Australia. I know you are super busy these days, but I'm going to be really cheeky and ask if you see anything for our son too? His info is Nov 26, 1997 @ 5:35am in Toronto. There's no particluar rush - I think we have pretty much decided that we are going through with the move, provding we can get out of our lease and stuff without loosing too much $$$...we'll know better in the next day or so.
Thanks for your help - and for noticing my "growth", it means alot to hear that from you!

Love,
Terri

Hi Terri,

That's exactly right with your cusp rulers. When Saturn trines your Pluto, it'll help you out financially since you have Scorpio on your 2nd house cusp. Since you have Scorp rising as well, it'll give you a glow of beauty at that time too, especially if you drink a lot of water and make your skin look healthy. To go into your chart a little deeper along these lines that I didn't mention before, you're house of work is going to be highlighted in May when Saturn sextiles your 6th house cusp at 4*. If you're going to look for a job, then that would be the time to look, or shortly after since your Sun is also 6* in Libra and the ruler of your 10th house. You're covered as far as jobs and careers go this summer. I didn't see that for next year.

Sure, I'll take a look at Matt's chart and absolutely for the little one. You know how I am with kids. About Matt, losing his job may work out for him better in the long run. When Pluto slammed into my MC, I couldn't bear working 80 hours a week anymore. I loved what I was doing but not as much as I Love my kids. I couldn't lose mine to save others another moment. I gave a three week notice and had no idea what I was going to do and then ended up here. It was the best thing I ever did career wise. Plus you shouldn't forget that Pluto in the 10th is known for making people famous so that studio recording deal just may work out for him. I'll check it out tomorrow.

Love and light,
Auriel

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perhaps Saturn is trying to teach us that we must go into reverse
to transform all the crinkles and wrinkles
of the soul and heart, and the body's wear and tear
into the smooth, sunny face—and innocent laughter and faith
of childhood
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Thanks Auriel!
I'm really happy to hear that good career news - part of my obligation to the family now is to get myself as good a job as possible to help support us while Matt is working on his own stuff. Which is only fair - he worked so hard supporting me while I was in school and this last year or so when Pluto has been opposing my MC and screwed up, opps, I mean transformed alot of my career stuff.
May is good timing too - if we do move that'll be our first month back in T.O, and even if we stay put I do need to find a better job as my current one is only part-time and I couldn't even support a flea on my wages, let alone the three of us!
Thanks again for all your help - I'll tell Matt about his "famous" aspect, maybe that'll encourage him to dust off his guitar and get himself some gigs - which is another advantage to moving back East, he played with a band there and they were starting to get a small following, it would be nice to see him persuing that again!

Love,
Terri

Hi guys!

So we're going through with it! We decided to head back to Toronto and fortunatley our landlord was been great about letting us out of our lease and my boss has been understanding about me leaving (and offered to do what she can to get me a position in one of the compnay's Toronto stores!) As soon as we made that mental comittement to going things really started falling into place - which confirms what I knew in my heart - that we have made the right choice. So maybe being a Libra isn't too bad - it drove me crazy deciding, but having made the
choice I don't have regrets or doubts.

Anyway, if you have time Auriel, I'd still really love for you to give me a "heads up" on Matt's and Thomas' charts. We'll be moving mid-April and spending about 7-10 days driving across the country and sightseeing etc on the way...then the beginning of May is when the hard work starts - finding jobs and a place to live etc...and I'm so looking forward to being in a familiar place and hooking up with some of my old friends again

Love,
Terri

aww ..well,I got your message about this,and if you are happy,all the power to you! It sounds as if its meant to be. Congrats on your decision!

Hi Terri,

I hope it all works out for you. I really think this is the perfect time for you given the transits. I'll check out their charts later. I think my brain is still fried from such an intense week.

Love and light,
Auriel

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perhaps Saturn is trying to teach us that we must go into reverse
to transform all the crinkles and wrinkles
of the soul and heart, and the body's wear and tear
into the smooth, sunny face—and innocent laughter and faith
of childhood
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Terri,

Hi there! I'm glad that you have decided to move - and I will be back at my sisters late Saturday and look at Matt's and Thomas's charts as well (hey Auriel, you have done so much that I thought I'd give you a break on this one!). BTW, have I posted your solar maps - if I haven't then I'll do it when I get home on Monday or Tuesday...

Love

Dave

P.S. BTW, there's an esoteric group in Toronto so if you want to really start to study the Bailey material, you'll have a head start - and there is a full day seminar coming up in a while - I'll mail you the flyer Tuesday...

Terri,

I mentioned to some of the people who came from Toronto that you are heading there, and they can't wait to meet you - I'll mail you the conference program and email you the email address and phone number of one of the people when I get home. The talk on Libra was great (he talked about SEX! - knew you'd like this), and have made arrangements for the tape to be sent to you...

Love

Dave

Thanks Dave!

Sex? What kind of girl do you think I am? (Actually, don't answer that! )

I really am looking forward to moving - and it would be great to meet some new people! Please don't mail anything to me at this address - we'll be getting out of here pretty quick - and most of our things will be going right to storage as we plan to stay with family for a couple months when we get back...I'll give you the address of where I'll be staying. I'll be getting a new email account too, one that I can check from public computers while we're drifting around. I think I have this service here for another week or so.

Now I have to get started with my packing - only 19 days to do everything...sounds like alot when I write it down, but it'll go by too quickly, I'm sure!

Love,
Terri

PS - The solar maps are already here on the forum - but the link to Matt & mine isn't working? It's ok though - I remember the important details (I have my Venus line in Ontario and he has Saturn and Jupiter)

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Ok - I can already guess what your answer to the following will be, but I'm going to mention it anyway...

I was fooling around at astro.com, looking at the astromaps that they have there. It's pretty cool actually, because they have interpreations that go along with the maps. I couldn't help but notice that in Thomas' map the Chiron line goes almost directly through Toronto. One of my biggest concerns about moving him is whether being in humid, smoggy old Toronto will exacorbate his asthma...and now I can't decide if having that line there is good or bad for that. Symptomatically, he has been worse here then when we lived there - but he was so young when we left that it's hard to say that for sure... oh well, hopefully it'll be good - the interpretation did say that it is a good place for studying alternative healing, which is the route we have been persuing in helping him cope - maybe it'll be more successful there? Fingers Crossed...
T

Terri..Ive been back there,3 different times of the year,if he has asthma,he MAY be affected.. Only YOU will soon know,and understand. Personally,can I say its a putrid place to be if asmtha is the case...but,if hes OK there,its meant to be No one else can tell you.

Terri,

I know what kind of "gal" you are - very normal! I will email the person at the conference and let her know to hold off sending it to you.

I don't personally use Chiron, but from what I understand it is a healing planet, and for Thomas to be under the Chiron line can't hurt anything!

Love

Dave

Aries -

I know Toronto seems really bad, especially in the summer when the humdity gets high - but in actual fact the Fraser Valley is the most polluted place in Canada, and has the highest rates of asthma for kids...but it's such a weird type of problem, and so hard to tell exactly what kind of conditions (or combinations) trigger attacks. We don't have to live right in the city anyway, so we'll just have to see what the future brings.

Dave - I'll send you my new email in a little while....

Love,
Terri

Terri,

I always look at Chiron in my interpretations because I see it as a "key" to bridge the past and future since it sits between Saturn and Uranus. That's why it's associated with healing. You have to heal the past to go forward.

copyright by Auriel Langford

Oh BTW, you're going to have to get a copy of The Word! It's moonglow's magazine and Woody and I wrote an article for it on Preventing Ear Infections in children. It's a beautiful spiritual magazine and many Knowflakes have contributed articles for it.

Love and light,
Auriel

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your absence has made my heart grow fonder
and since you've been out of sight
I've been out of my mind—and body—astrally
trying to communicate with you
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

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Auriel -

That sounds really cool! How can I get a copy?

About Chiron - I don't know too much about it, but what you said makes sense. I've had some other thoughts on asthma & kids, but I'll post them on the thread I started in your forum.

Love,
Terri

Terri,

I'm taking orders for moonglow. If you email me, I'll send you the information. I have a couple of articles in it. RJ has a beautiful poem in it. Michelle S and Clearseas has work in it. Venus wrote a piece for it. There's some incredible photography too. It's going to be published quarterly and Woody and I have alread started an article about the Chakra's for the next issue. She's doing a review of Lindaland in it too! That will be SO cool!

Anyone who wants to purchase a copy can email me and I'll get you the information.

Love and light,
Auriel

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your absence has made my heart grow fonder
and since you've been out of sight
I've been out of my mind—and body—astrally
trying to communicate with you
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

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BTW, if anyone needs my email, it's Auriel@LindaGoodman.net.

Love and light,
Auriel

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your absence has made my heart grow fonder
and since you've been out of sight
I've been out of my mind—and body—astrally
trying to communicate with you
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Oh SWEET! moonglow just told me she asked Dave to write for her too! Is it going to be on Vulcan Dave?

Love and light,
Auriel

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your absence has made my heart grow fonder
and since you've been out of sight
I've been out of my mind—and body—astrally
trying to communicate with you
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Auriel,

I have no idea! I just got an email from her saying that she wants me to write, but no subject has been selected - yet! Yes, Vulcan would be a good subject!

Love

Dave

Hello EveryOne,

I just wanted to pop in and say that Moonglow's spiritual magazine called "The Word" is by far the best spiritual magazine I have ever seen! Wait until you all see it, I'm sure you'll agree too. It is filled with contributions from alot of talented writers about spiritual and enlightening topics. It's just what the world has been needing for many decades!

I write the astrology column called "Astro-Chat" where I'll be sharing astrological knowledge with the world and show them the validity of the subject. I've been having so much fun writing it and feel so good to be a small part of helping the world become as enlightened as we are.

That is so great that Dave will be contributing articles for the magazine too! I hope you decide to write about Vulcan too because there isn't that much information on that yet! I look forward to seeing your work in the next issue.

And the best of luck to you Moonglow with your wonderful magazine! I hope you are soon overflowing with many orders for subscriptions!

Peace and alot of love

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Venus

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Venus,

Ok, you talked me into it! I will have to talk with Moonglow about it as there is so much to cover - maybe a series?

Love

Dave

Dave,

A series would be cool. I have a series running about astrology and appearance in it. Woody and I are also doing a series for it on the Chakras. This magazine is going to rock the world! It's SO beautiful. I have to agree with everything Venus said but what else would we expect from our moonglow? Hey, do you realize we all met right here in Lindaland?

Love and light,
Auriel

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your absence has made my heart grow fonder
and since you've been out of sight
I've been out of my mind—and body—astrally
trying to communicate with you
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz