Hello Auriel, my goodness you have been awfully awfully busy

I waited until yesterday 7th to send my wee note wishing well. Not open ended so no pressure for response.

Someone (a man which was strange) mentioned (without knowing my connection personally) that they had never met a man with so much money who was so miserable and unhappy ! Which made all my nice feelings got all wobbly and so I wrote what I felt such an urge to do. Just very basic and thanked him for input into my business plan, funding and other advice, as things happening (felt much better saying thanks for that).

Said even if he ignores, or comes back and says awful things (till gets to real issues and sees..) I do wish him happiness.

I hope I didn't wait too long to write as you suggested 4th or 5th. And I bet he doesn't realise how others can see his struggle though he puts on a confident air (sometimes goes into arrogance). The chap who spoke, obviously doesn't realise either - money isn't everything. That's my chaps whole problem. Until he relinquishes the material things he fears losing in split, he won't experience the joy he seeks - and daft thing is, the material things he will still have he will enjoy more too !!!

Just give me a wee indication that day wasn't a bad day. I hope he too finds it in him to be ok with me too (there is nothing I need forgiveness for but he blames still). I think he will earn a thousand karma brownie points if he does. He has never learned forgiveness, hasn't spoken to his sister in years which hurts him mum and dad as he won't attend family things, for something she did when really young!. I'd like to show him, it's easy to let things go and makes one feel a lot better.

Selfishly I'd like him to be ok with me too of course ! I miss him terribly, but not to point life stopping because of it (sigh).

Love AriesC (sorry for blethering, just wanted to talk to ya !!)

Hi AriesC,

I'll need the birth data for both of you again. My computer caught a virus and I lost everything on my hard drive and didn't have my birth data backed up. And I had over 800 birthdays on it. Ugh. Oh well, all I can do is go on and begin again. Take care.

Love and light,
Auriel

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Love, not learning finds the way,
Opens the eyes to the Doors of the Day,
Uncovers the wonders of undreamed sights,
And leads the way to the Wisdom Lights.
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Oh dear Auriel, computers huh!! Great when working.........then.......!

Lor: 11 April 1961 at 10.25pm, Meigle, Scotland.

Iain: 15 January 1961 at 12.10am, Aberdeen, Scotland.

Thanks

AriesC

PS: I got Star Signs today And posted on LG forum to ask for ISBN number for Gooberz so can order as my local bookshop doesn't have it. Desperate to read it !!!

Love
AriesC

AriesC,

You were fine with contacting him that day. He's doing good right now.

Have a great weekend!

Love and light,
Auriel

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Love, not learning finds the way,
Opens the eyes to the Doors of the Day,
Uncovers the wonders of undreamed sights,
And leads the way to the Wisdom Lights.
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Hi Auriel, now why did that answer make me want to cry and I almost did?

I'm glad he's doing good......but that also means he doesn't miss, want, need me around too I guess.

I'm out his life and he's doing good. And I'm not - well ok but missing him like crazy.

AriesC

PS: Plus I know he read the message exactly 1 hour after I sent it. But didn't respond. Thought it wasn't one which asked for one....still I'm trying not to be selfish and happy he's doing good but....I can't see the reason for us yet. Funny how that response, though I wanted that, made me react the way it did.

AriesC

Hi AriesC,

I know it's not always easy to wish the best for those we love when they're going on without us but it'll help you in the long term.

Have a good weekend.

Love and light,
Auriel

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Love, not learning finds the way,
Opens the eyes to the Doors of the Day,
Uncovers the wonders of undreamed sights,
And leads the way to the Wisdom Lights.
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

I know I know I know. And it feels good that I have not "tried all" but....is there another karmic date or return or .....I MISS him boo hoo

Smiles a now manic smile D)(giggles).....

Love to you and children
AriesC

Auriel? Q Above?

And by the way? Last night I was just laying, eyes closed about to go to sleep, when this very very definate horizontal line of shee bright white light lit up inside of my eyes (but was looking with third eye at time). It didn't fill the whole view (eyelid view) just a line of brilliance?

For all the times our eyelids or eyes colour etc. I have never had such an experience - can you recognise or exlain that?

I was trying to see hand joining again, just before he came back last time, I saw a man's hand reaching for mine and I reached and the person took my hand. I felt it was a spirit helping because I was exhausted with the tugs and pulls at that time from him.

But this time I was just wondering about it all and instead got this line flashed cross - so bright. I didn't even open my eyes but stayed still - yet aware of.......don't know. ???

Love
AriesC

Hi AriesC,
To me that sounds like something that could happen to someone while meditating during a Venus retrograde!! What do you think?
Love, Piscesdreamer

Hiya Fish of Dreams! I don't know. Usually when I hear trumpets, or bells clanging (that was call with another a long time ago, it was an even announcment, and something happened within 24 hours or so.

This was different. It was so quick but I remember wanting the line to open so I could peek inside (I think). I was hoping for more but it had gone. I was shocked and prob came out of it becuase it's been so long since received clear signs. So wondered if this just a happening and not anything significant.......or ?

AriesC

Hi Aries C!
Isn't it great to get a clear sign that we aren't alone- that there are, well call them spirits or beings or whatever you like- who care about us, who help us in silence and remind us that we can come to them when we need help? I'd see it as a "don't knuckle under!" sign, as a "You aren't alone" and "Everything will fall into place when time is right" sign.
Wishing you luck!
Kitty

Hi AriesC

I am into a guy who is born on Jan. 15 as well, only in 1974.
I looked at your synastry together. You two have a Venus Pluto opposition, which is an indication of a soul mate only the opposition makes the realtionship a bit difficult, I guess.
I wish you the best of luck with him.

Love,
jade

Hi Kitty
Hi Jade

Well you guys are there and that counts for loads whilst he's not around! I selfishly hope he's finding his answers and quicker than the years I took to do so.... of course he will see we did each other no harm and no wrong, in fact we, together, brought something to everyone around.....but that's my wishes...I guess when he's happy, that has to be enough, even if I don't ever see or feel or know it.....before Uranus leaves me at the end of this month (thankfully) I would wish he would set up with Venus again and they say ok here you go you two.....now this time...now this time..you know more..but that's just another wish of mine !!!!

Thanks - white lights, even seconds worth I guess are worth appreciating, I'm glad I noticed it and asked Wonder where Auriel is? Hope she's OK and her computer is assisting her and not hindering her (giggles).

AriesC

Hi Aries C!
It's Sunday today and that's Auriel's family day! You'll have to wait until tomorrow, my dear.
As for your wishes, well... Everyone can dream, yes... But perhaps- and this is just a perhaps, life has sth. and someone else in store for you... This is what happened to me, which doesn't mean it'll be the same for you... But anyway, there are people whom the heart and soul never forget...
Wishing luck and sunshine again!
Kitty

Hi Kitty

I'm glad Auriel has a family day Was just worried about her as had her fair share of mishaps lately too !!

I know what you mean about someone else. That's when "he" came in !!

Anyways, you know when it's unfinished and when it's not (not in a hopeful way, a "knowing" way)? That's one of those times, but also a "knowing" to let him learn this time in his own time and a "knowing" it might be quite different what comes to me too. That about covers every option, but gosh to have not had a fair run at it, with all the barriers faces, is worth a wish or two for the time without them to see what we have really learned !!

Love to you too
AriesC

HI Kitty

Well dear, it's been awhile since we talked and it's great to see you here on Sunday giving the same clear advice as always. I'm happy to see you're replaying the message of the Universe that if we just stop and listen, it will come to us sooner or later that there is always one to rely on for help when we need it! Nice talking to you onw Kitty! Someday we'll have to continue the discussion about time that we started a few months back

Hope you're enjoying your Sunday.

Love,
jwhop

Hi Jwhop!
Well, reading your posting above surely helps me enjoying my Monday afternoon! Let's spread some warmth and light for those who need it right now, okay? Just take a few of your bright sunrays and with my Jup expansion I'll just make it glow bigger and stronger...
After all, that's what all our Fire is for, right?
Concerning the discussion about time, of course, we can pick it up where we left it. But please, wait for just another month-at the moment I've got too much to be done and read for the exams (God, what can make people think all those theories could ever explain what people are all about?)
The longer I'm involved in this the more critical of the concepts I become... My own inner perception doesn't match with what I'm being told... Well, anyway, I'll have to get back to my desk now...
Lots of (sunshine) and (humour)
Kitty

Hi Aries C,
yes, I know that kind of "knowing"... But don't let it make you crazy, this knowing...
Lots of love and light
Kitty

Hi AriesC,

I don't know about the dream thing. It was cool though.

As for your charts, the only thing obvious is it probably won't happen until after Venus is direct again and it'll be awhile after that. You should get Neil to check your charts if you want to know more than that since he'll have more time to spend on it.

Love and light,
Auriel

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Love, not learning finds the way,
Opens the eyes to the Doors of the Day,
Uncovers the wonders of undreamed sights,
And leads the way to the Wisdom Lights.
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

I really don't wanna appear dim - but who is Neil (sorry Neil!) ????

AriesC

Oh right - the Magi - sorry

I cannot afford that at present, what little I have coming in needs to go to my family first because of the year not earning to do research into my business and voluntary work which keeps being requested for kids especially to raise their little hearts and self-esteem after suffering bullying etc.

I really need to stop doing so much voluntary work and concentrate on getting the big courses running, but I find it so difficult to not give support to people just because they cannot afford it. Still, needs must and it's just another reminder to concentrate on getting things running and stopping taking on any more voluntary work till I can easily afford to do so I guess. I just don't ever seem to need much for me, so don't notice how short I am till need something like this kind of assistance !!

So for now, I'll put "me" aside again and concentrate on increasing earnings whilst also finishing up voluntary work already started. And try to learn to say "no" for a while (yuk) !

AriesC

I understand about helping others for free AriesC. I volunteer at my kids schools whenever I can. I've always wanted to go in and help out in the classroom but it hasn't happened yet. Once the word got out that I'm a certified school psychologist and certified teacher, helping in the classroom went right out the window. I walk in the schools and they're begging for help with a million things. Last week one teacher even called me and asked me to look at a kid's chart for her. Nothing they do works for the kid and she has a strong feeling something must be going on with the transits. She was right on. Transiting Pluto is conjuncting his Mars AND probably opposing his Moon. Tough stuff for anyone. It can't be a picnic for a 5th grader. I gave her some information on it and some ways to deal with it effectively. The joke of it was the teacher and I had a good laugh that she would need permission for me to go in the classroom to work with the her and the kids using astrology and there would be protests against it by some parents. Yet, I bet the information I gave the teacher will help him more than anything I learned in grad school will help. One day....

I have good news for you. Mars is about to enter your 2nd and it's trining your natal Uranus. Working together they may boost your money and it'll probably be something fun or to do with kids since Uranus is in your 5th house. Maybe you'll get a contract out of the blue? Hmm, you might be able to afford to contact Neil afterall.

Love and light,
Auriel

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and I'm not afraid of Old Man Saturn either
who thinks he's so tough
just because he rules all the Capricorn Goats
and the Hebrews—and Wisdom—and Maturity
...Linda Goodman in Gooberz

Hiya, I agree about schools. There is however a huge movement hear (not voiced publically you can imagine why) that schools should not be teaching so much details about some historical subjects and geography (those are MUST choose one subjects in high school here and many don't want either and it interferes with other choices) and instead teach about esoteric things. I think our children should have something from primary about the other things to consider out there. Science is now acknowledging moon cause and effect in oceans, people (80% water) etc. and so it will happen !!! Let these kids free there minds - or even better - RETAIN what they have instead of knocking it out. Also successful people naturally use their imigary and imagination and that side of brain more - teach those kids THAT it's good to dream but how to do it right - and we have a nicer world

I'm glad Uranus stops its onslaught at end of this month until September when comes back to really learn - wonder if same person or if has gone yet I could not tie that October thing into us, surface for him yes, really where it counts though was positive this was part of his key to breaking out of that unhappy cycle, not us ending up unhappy because of it!!. And what you say helps that side of things. Thing is - that side of things has never been my cause, reason, foundation for living - but it's something which will certainly help Thanks for having another look - it IS appreciated

There's a rife escalation of bulling reported here and even some "personality clashes behaviour" is getting out of hand by some mum's teachers. Also people forget, bullies are low self-esteem, unhappy individuals who need help too !!

Tell that teacher she deserves a medal - well done for going the extra mile for a child - now WHAT can be WRONG with THAT !!!!!

AriesC