Why do you??
There is buried treasure in Hades yes but there is treasure everywhere! You could go anywhere and find some...
It could be to do with any preconceived ideas about having to experience bad in order to experience good - a not necessarily true idea... That's kind of like self punishment... Maybe you are stuck in a kind of pattern that you can't get away from... Maybe you need to look at that pattern and find out exactly what it is and why it is ( it's roots ) and then decide whether you want it anymore and if not do something about it...
If you can't seem to be able to get away from it there are lots of therapies of different sorts to help...
Maybe also you experience the treasure more intensely when you have hell as a contrast?
But these are all personal issues and need to be looked at in detail - not the sort of thing one can get to accurately on a public forum!
Take care,
Fuchsia

I do like the title of your thread!
[This message has been edited by fuchsia (edited 03-29-2001).]