HI ace. I certainly understand what you are talking about...more than you know! But it seems you are airing grievances without actually getting to the point..(too mysterious for a fire sign!

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Maybe if you post your data,someone can see if something is going on in your chart. You may have something in the Neptune realms of things going on...(or other stuff!)
But if you truly want some help,please be honest in posting your data,as this kind of thing takes a long time.Please dont waste peoples time with falsehoods,etc.
Is anything else bothering you that someone can try and help with? Dont feel like things are rough for only you..the world is pretty messed up right now,and everyone has some kind of trouble or problem happening in their life.Hang in there.
