Hey Proxz--they're on to you man---

I have a question for you.---One of those that woke me up.

I might be way ---Hway--off base here----but by any chance---are you 'Little Boy Blue'?

What did you mean when you said you CAME BACK disguised as Nepmoon---?

-----you're writing styles are somewhat similar-------

Dani Searching on------

Proxymoon,

I see that you come around here, still. Good. Here's hoping you come around every single day.

There is a part of me that needs to read some of the words that you write. Not just the universally recognizable inner listlessness that you captured here in this outpouring, but the unique way in which you expressed those thoughts.



That's what's drawing me in..and helping me heal. Words at this moment are really failing to express how inexplicably choked up I am right now. How alive, and humbled by your ability to speak through this accursed conditioning and get to the heart of the matter..with yourself.

Oh I can point a finger like nobody's business. And I can play the blame game with myself too. I'm hardcore masosado-masochist that way. But you touched upon it, and rolled around in it, and didn't really seem to express a (bleep)load of blame..just wrote the feelings. That eludes me right now. I'm not sure why.

Thanks for helping me get closer to identifying it.

Come by soon.

daf