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She said, "Are you hungry?"
He responded, "No, are you?"
"Just a bit", came the reply..a gentle whisper of a suggestion more than anything.
"Then I will catch you a fish for your supper..and we will dine together under the stars, beside the fire..in the light of the Moon, and it will please the Lord if it is pleasant to you."
She took his hand in hers and kissed it. A tear fell from her eye to meet one of his own among the verdant blades below.
And so he took his kit and he rigged it up and began to angle as if his life depended on it, for it did. And though he wasn't hungry..he was starving; without a growl to his belly, nor thoughts of food on his tongue.
Thus it was that he was driven to ply his skills throughout the late afternoon hours until 3 were bagged there. Fare enough to feed a princess and a grateful servant-prince.
The River's blessings rarely failed to come swiftly downstream.
"I am here, dear heart", he called to her, when the distance between them would first allow it. Had he been gone long? Would he go again? "All for you dear queen", he thought, then ran to see her there.
And the fire was lit and the time came to prepare the food..but he'd thought about it and knew his duty too. So he took the fish to a spot away, to prepare it there. To hide from her sight what God would not place before her, an ugliness that might harm the Timeless Child. He would shield her, serve her. This was his call.
"They are ready", he sighed in her ear as they fried..and there were moments I won't here describe. These windswept lovers, behind tall flames and gray smoke met on some other plane. The smell of their dinner awoke them; his hand falling from her face..he prepared them.
"Your supper, darling", he bowed.
"Oh, you sweet man", she smiled and cried.
And they fell into each other's arms again for another time, while the cool breeze of nighttime dropped softly as mother's kiss upon their foreheads.
"Is it enough, my love?"
"It always was."
"Then it is pleasant to God and so me."
With great loves, there is a connection that allows mere words to suffice. Rare, but also undeniably nice.
When the fish were ready and the Moon had risen to the stranded heather height of dusk's daydream; the couple (well fed) drank of love between bites of their supper.
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Baby
I love you.
Under a cool jeweled moon two hearts know finally know finally feel unneeded words that failed to fill a lifetime of wandering and waiting
And could Stars be wrong compassing, forming, birthing radiating heavenly light as tender and innocent as the gravitational tides that converged their existence.
Lying with you on early spring’s dormant pressed grass the wind caressed our skin We became the wind Passing clouds kissed swaying treetops~ the clouds became the trees, the trees became the clouds,
we became the window to God
We were the sky, the curious, peeking sun We were the birds gently present chirps sounding eternal symphony to rememberance
How could not such blessed sacrament but pulse a gift of love that moved a world of sighs to smile a gentle hope rightening the flow that had forever whispered its ancient embracing promise almost forgotten.
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'Twere not forgotten, love But kept safe within the confines Of a heart as yet unmet And God alone knows why The wait was long Insistent longing ache But if nature does not respond to pressure Tell me heart Who could've rushed its pace?
Here now In the glen Beyond the meadow Where crepuscular rays Break through the virgin pine There are eyes watching you Only a dance and chase away From where the grass breaks And begs to be trampled.
#161556 - 04/06/0806:53 PMTulips among the ashes
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I lifted my guitar To find your lips pressed there Among the squandered ash Forgotten drags Backdropped in conversation And in the spent and mashed A splash of color stood sacred ..tulips.
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there goes the face I ache to see arms long to hold me yours are so heavenly a fairy tale that a daydream told me once in a budding Spring bloom whispers from a mem'ry when you illuminate the room
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As you walk away (or to your next destination as it were) with your hair swaying left to right like a gossamer clock pendulum I wonder if maybe There is some mesmerizing hypnosis Built into the female condition
I wonder also if perhaps for those very few of you whose credentials announce a lady there exists an internal timing; nature's own clockwork siren song causing hips to rock and hair to swing to the rhythm of an otherwise placid beast that is brought to rise from the depths of me by oscillations most distinctly feminine in their choreography
I see your sway and is it any wonder that I long to dance?
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You said, one day "I'm afraid that you'll grow tired of me." And though my response was honest it was not complete because I also grinned at myself a smile greeted our shared insecurity I leapt high, down below to know that your fears are unfounded
Perhaps that means mine are too
For that day (which must never arrive) would convene a Grand Jury bringing charges to bear against me for reckless loving and High Crimes of the heart.
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If you couldn't find your shirt this morning it's because I've hidden it away along with your slacks, socks, pants and other articles (which I won't here mention)
I'm holding them for ransom; as a keepsake of an April night together warm caress and sultry moon when there was no goal but a taste or better when the fabric hit the floor to be hidden away for remembrance until a fresher set replaces them.
#161610 - 04/10/0810:10 PMThe Sound of a Lullaby (a song)
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Darling Lisa,
Hey sun shine, your name's been on my lips forever Sing for me and do you mind if we should sing together?
I never knew the sound of a lullaby until I heard you singing A note or two into the melody and my heart was ringing
Baby, your voice is the sound of my own fast beating heart Another word or two until you break my heart And my heart's still beating, beating
Make a wish And I will try my best To help you see it Sing your song So to my loving I can't quite believe it
Were there ever two who sang a tune So beautifully together? Could it be that you might be the music that goes on forever?
Baby, your voice is the sound of my own fast beating heart Another word or two until you hit the mark And my heart is beating, beating..baby Your voice is the sound of my own fast beating heart Another word or two until you break my heart and my heart's still beating, beating
#161629 - 04/11/0812:18 PMWhat the gods would see
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It isn't right you know that you woke up so close to the ground.
It isn't what the gods would see if there were gods at all.
They'd raise you up tall and proud to inflated heights, present to the All your regal state; placing kisses upon your grace and upon your eyelids when you wake.
#161648 - 04/12/0803:27 PMWoke to a dream
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An enchanting face in my dreams these days is singular and composed of hopeful days tender wishes blessed breath and Venus' kisses It fascinates my dream mind steals my senses upon waking when the sight that greets my eyes comes into focus and is you.
#161649 - 04/12/0803:33 PMA towel is all
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Used your towel to dry my face You're not around but the scent still remains Like pink candy hints of just-washed skin the wildflower fields of freshly shampooed hair an underlying trace of you your demure notes of lingering I clothe myself in these and am with you your silken touch upon me.. then it is gone A towel is all.
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Lisa,
Songs that once stuck in our minds aren't shaken easily can still be lost my love with time though called eventually Then sung or listened to, when found acquaintances again Perhaps forgotten soon about Perhaps never again But of these two you never were for I will not forget the loveliest tune I ever knew the sweetest I know yet Until your heart envelopes mine and I should cease to be know this, dear muse my heart beats true unto your melody.
#161705 - 04/15/0807:44 PMThoughts of you and other things
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I'm not sure why I love you so Just so you know I'm not alone thoughts and memories are sufficient company and when the moments of our lives aren't so tightly intertwined through the distance they will hold you close to me.
If destiny should coldly go where no heart should ever know: into a dreary world devoid of your embrace I'll call those thoughts and other things left of the time you spent with me to raise a glass or two in memory of your face.
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daf & Lisa Your love poems to another are so sweet and lovely. Many thanks to you both for sharing your gifts with everyone here. I hope you'll post your synastry soon. I bet it's exquisite. Much love and happiness to you both.
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Dear precious Lisa,
Could it be that angels also wearied need to rest with the troubles of humanity clung tightly to their breast?
Is there solace and forgiveness found in slumber's peaceful place? Could blessed rest restore the faith which ever keeps them strong and safe among our selfish kind with our simple, brutal minds?
Does divinity, on waking find itself recalled to life in the midst of mediocrity and endless mortal strife?
Is sleep's healing tasked with softening a constant angel's test? Could the look upon your sleeping face mean angels also rest?
#161746 - 04/17/0808:17 AMOn the quality of our love
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Dear heart,
There is so much stupidity in the way most people "love" each other these days.
There is no them, it seems..only ourselves, regardless of the appearance of things. Like selfish needy infants, we impose our world upon their own in some sadistic reenactment of our loneliness and expectations.
And rarely, it seems, does this wretched state of our loving become more apparent, than after the love has begun to die...and then after it is dead.
Then the guilt begins, and the unwelcome intrusions on peace of mind. Or the endless comparison of the quality of each lover's loving; a bickered laundry list of half truths spun like some web to retain what we really wanted: a soul to take our pain from us.
Mewling babies reach out to intrude and inflict pain and unpleasant memories upon us; grasping at straws. They don't stop calling, or showing up in the places where they know they will find us. They won't stop demonstrating in typically ignoble fashion, what a waste of time the whole thing was.
I couldn't see myself doing that to you Lisa, God forbid we should ever part. I couldn't see repaying the wonder of what time the Almighty has given me in the blessings of your company by hurting and hounding you with past regret and present pain. And I certainly couldn't see myself trying desperately to lock you away in your unhappiness in order to sate my own.
I couldn't do that to you.
These days are what I have and they mean everything to me. May they grow to be counted by the decade, my love. And may I never sully their memory or dare to press the pain upon your heart that I would feel if we ever parted.
Eternally I am loving you, with a love so pure and true.
#161767 - 04/17/0808:49 PMBlown away by the wind
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Darling Lisa,
When I saw your face upon your return today my heart leapt into my throat with blessed relief to my unkempt expectation
Could there be more joy in this world than that which we've found? Perhaps it's not praying for miracles that brings them about but finally releasing them to the winds that they might circle and return to us
This is the revelation of the experience that is loving you:
That love is borne by the wind and that those breezes knowing our needs fan the flames of our hearts and then feed them according to their need.
#161780 - 04/18/0804:34 PMThunder comes
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To you dear one,
Sate my fire with your noble way drink the coffee and lingering lift the tons that aren't moving like a tongue of lead child of autumn speak and as the shaman said thunder flickers until midnight then the All inspired taste of Eden coming tends to sate my fire
Lift the sacred lover's cup sip until you've had enough leave not in the early light for wasted, barren night-scapes where lepers bite cackle with delight will you lift your arms in jeweled mystic flight? thunder comes again from the Endless Name autumn child you speak like the desert rain into thirsty mouths when you cry aloud "Honor never died" and it sates my fire It sates my fire precious autumn child..
#161920 - 04/24/0808:36 AMSomewhere 'round the banyan tree
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To a dream come true,
Somewhere 'round the banyan tree there waits Eros in dream his secret treasure tucked away 'neath boughs which wood nymphs tend
The stream beside the path cannot hide it's trickling rush of anticipation nor flow but to my destination: zephyred, sunny hair subtle tangerine parted lips to meet my own whispers to a pulse that quickens to match the timing of my stride
The meadow harked then greeted me but soon was left behind by a lover's need a passion seen by wildflowers sown in Spring; all coronation ready decked out in Sunday bloom The songbirds sing but barely through the throb in my ears chest and anxious mind
Oh blessed path do lead to there! Be merciful to me!
Accursed trail! Thou endless walk how cruel you are indeed!
Yet, memorable unforgettable so fondly and vividly is recalled that place where my darling waits somewhere 'round the banyan tree.
#161931 - 04/25/0808:09 AMAwoke to the sound of drummers
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Awoke to the sound of drummers gently playing their random rhythms on your rooftop an announcement perhaps? a drum roll presents to a blessed world your morning eyes?
I wished for a moment then that the ceiling would part and fade away be gone that I might witness here and there tears of joy the saints have offered up to the divine and lovely find your cheeks and know their place
I hoped the rain would fall but under blue skies and that you would wake to nature's beauty a sacred reflection of your own that you might know dear droplets fell to meet your skin as though the heavens read my mind and kissed your face.
#162083 - 05/09/0808:34 PMThe air I breath
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Lisa,
I haven't done anything for you my love perhaps one day you'll see that
perhaps some day you'll understand that as breathing is nothing but means everything so are the moments passed in serving you
I could no more hold my breath forever than deny my need to love you and indeed there is no deeper need I feel no grand necessity that could hope to rival this plea
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He is so gifted in so many ways. I am more awed everyday -- so much beauty he beholds and shares with everyone he meets. If only you all could see the way he brings people to open and smile. It's amazing to witness. Defensive strangers lighten, and soften in his presence. He has a special endearing way about him.
I have been so hesitant here... not knowing where to begin, or how to breach the usual privacy of my heart. Thank you Everyone who have wished us well here. Sharing this journey with us in a way. I'm grateful for your kindness.
Thank you to you in my most giving breath, dear, darling Daf.
could I describe a feeling as intimate as the sun's steady breath in tune with infinity's pregnant Mystery?
could it tell the way your eyes look into mine~ the way blue eyes pool with an emotion only reverent of surgent acknowledgment?
There was a knowing from the first pause
there were tears that shall forever remain welling
yet captured and consoled~ by your heart's reaching and open-arm sensing
catching the wet, smiling, grateful weariness of my tears in between the exhausted droplets of your own.
The road winded
so very long, my love
farther than the faint glimmer our burrowed awakenings could foresee
battles never raged drawn, quartered to engage, again and again.
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When you call I will come to you I will be your Don Quixote at full pace to your rescue astride my simple steed and when I find you there beset on all sides by demons and dragons I will vanquish them but will not slay them I will tell them instead why it is that I love you so and soon they will do the same.
#162202 - 05/25/0807:19 PMRe: Don Quixote
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Awwww... Dat one's really sweet.
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#162207 - 05/26/0809:44 AMTalisman of whispered magic
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You're enchanted a mystic talisman kept close kept free to soar upon your way and guide me when I am lost to fill my life with pride for being seen in the presence of such preciousness and with joy for knowing nightly your breath upon my chest my barely beating heart (also enchanted) rests and waits awhile listens from its place for exalted exhalations whispered magic.
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Daf & Lisa
You two are just too cute. Many thanks to you for sharing the gift of your romantic journey with us. Reading your delightful poetry to one another is better than any Nora Roberts novel or Shakepearean play on the market. Much Love & Light to both of you as you continue on in your blissful journey together. Blessed Be
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#162224 - 05/27/0808:07 AMOnly birds can know
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Lisa,
You touch me in ways that only birds can know where the touch is not grasping nor holding it is loving and accepting the wind beneath a wing water on my back to warmly take the hurt away and set my spirit free.
#162241 - 05/29/0803:30 PMWhile there's still music left
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Sometimes when I'm playing or when I sing or entertain I'll steal a glance from where I hide behind my daily shades and see that you're watching me then it's all worthwhile your eyes adore me and all of your attraction is focused in this direction it's what I breathe and so much more than that to me it's so much more than enough, dear you're the only fan I need and so I'll play for you while there's still music left in me drawing you near.
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When the rain came twice it blew through the windows "there is no rain" I thought it never rains those are my tears lagrimas of joy sometimes of pain but there is no rain sometimes just some days there is hope tucked away in a late spring cascade when we go my hand in yours skipping down the puddled lanes.
#162256 - 06/03/0811:01 AMthere are no lips but thine
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there are no lips but thine, my love there is no love but yours there is no great and noble cause more worthy than your arms
lemmings march then leap from heights and Lord knows i've been to the brink i've doubted you your loving too but life demands its daily due so embrace me love be mine in song make love to me the evening long it's destiny when a touch precedes the death of me then leads me on to heaven's gate paradise is in your arms.
#162385 - 06/22/0811:43 AMthe light of your sublime
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(a song)
I have wept for your insecurities I have held in my arms your tender pangs deep in my heart where they've touched the very part of me that longs to hold you near
And I___ would never have you tremble like a soldier in the trenches of your deepest fear instead I will hold my own up to the light of your incredilovin' gentle ways
Then I___ will cry into the night when you have gone drinking of your painful memories
Because I____ I've held you___ because I've thought of you__ known your smile held your hand a little while I've held your heart you've touched mine you are sublime I love you and your sublime.
#162689 - 10/02/0807:38 PMIf only you knew how I love her
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The days that have passed in her gentle ways these are laughter we love so thoroughly and the nights we've spent are heavenly Oh the song conversation the honesty
It was a promise we planted like a seed and it's grown columbine in the meadow this connection is more born of openness trust honesty admiration concern loyalty respect and devotion
What could describe what a lifetime of caring never gave us? What our heartfelt goodwill never brought before?
And I haven't cried but twice since I walked through her door
That was then this is now and its better than ever the love that we've cherished now spread out before us like we could not have known I've never known this before
And if only you knew how I love her who accepts me as I am doesn't take offense at my pretense she who knows what my heart is for and so sees unfailingly through the crux of my ruse to the beat in my chest which throbs ecstasy to life to love experience to gentleness to the freedom that I adore if you knew of these things you'd know why each day I can't but help loving her more.
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Dearest Lia,
There have been on this journey many wonders there some small others great fragile fleeting and rare there's a day I know, when having known them all I'll love them all But above them all..
Surpassing all blessings seen and known across those many miles none could illuminate me quite like the memory of your smile
A heaving sigh and soulful breath the quickened timing of my chest the window of my eye no flawless flower nor perfect power has found its way to find like your smile your face your hands your eyes all held steadfast to mine
Life's psalm come to tend to my construction my instruction manna from heaven crowning acquaintance of my while: to have enriched my spirit's treasury with the memory of your smile.
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Lisa,
I have seen the rings of Saturn looked beyond the Milky Way beheld of child and mother hand in hand on autumn days set sail upon a sapphire's swells recall that ocean's blue climbed many mighty minarets drunk in their endless views I've slept the sleep of poets' dreams in meadows in the spring felt the oneness crowned with lotus that's eluded mighty kings it's said aurora borealis fain would find me breathless too but I can't imagine any wonder lovelier than you.
I would place a sail upon my heart and send it fast away in the hope that in its travels it might come to you some day and in the blessings of that harbor where your eyes outshine the sun whisper tenderly of all the things a glimpse of you's outdone.
May it find the way.
You'll ever be the most treasured thing my eyes have seen.
When I think of you, love I suppose the moon might come to mind Like the light of your smile next to a still bay With the moonlight shining on it some way I guess that you showed up right on time
I'd almost given up on those Daydream winnings The face I'd sought I'd never find I'd banished the thought of a peace I might never see ever see bay-beh But then there you were right on time
And when I think of the depths of your love The word salvation comes to mind A bit of hard heart savin In the middle of'a dead dog livin A bit of reason with a lot of rhyme
And when I recollect All the time and the test Since the day that we met Can't help but fall to my knees and cry For the wonder of your tenderness and truly Tru-ly Your love that came right on time
When I think of you dear woman The things to say are hard to find Cuz there ain't no words..ain't no Chords an old guitar could be cryin Tryin To match the song in this heart of mine
And though I didn't coax not a word I wrote still they coulda been better but the letters were so hard to find To say your love came right on time
Your kinda love it came right on time Your love it came right on time Your kinda love came right on time Oh right on Your kinda love it came right on time Yea right on time Your kinda love it came right on time Oh right on Your kinda love it came right on time Yea..
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Dear Heart,
The sun shone bright today but not so brightly as it could have It had a hard time you see peeking out from behind the clouds of your troubled expression
How I wish to be a Southern breeze warm and full of hope twirl adoring eddies through your hair
I would push with all of my might hitch a ride on the jet stream for momentum so that I might find it in my power to push away your worries lift the corners of your mouth bring to life that engaging smile of yours to here in the throes of springtime let the light of carefree memories come shining through that more lovely thoughts might bloom in that perfect heart of yours allowing one more deserving than I to revel in these sunny days.
Thank you for the lovely energy exchange the other day juni
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#165527 - 11/12/1103:33 PMto soar with You
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There are places i've always said i would go with you but to be the one to take you there would break my heart how can i be worthy of one so lovely to the Core when my ugliness weeps inside like a splinter feeding its own infection? As you are wind, so am i dirt as you are spun so am i knotted you have grown, my heart soars.. who am i to soar with you?
#165539 - 11/13/1106:05 PMRe: to soar with You
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Never in my life did I think or try to never in my mind was there a way.
Never in my days did I say "Hey, she's on the way the one who never let me down and taught me how to find myself again."
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Lia,
I am touched to the bone every time I see you, 4 years later. My heart beats so hard for loving you sometimes that it's all I can do to keep it in my chest.
It was hard to tell that I might be worth loving before I met you. Everyone else I met wanted me to be something they wanted me to be or do something they wanted me to do or act some way that they wanted me to act.
You've never done anything but support me in whatever I wanted to do or be. You have loved me unconditionally in a way that no one...and I mean no one in this life has done before. And I love you as much and as unconditionally, for as long as you'll let me.
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Bumping it up for the Birthday Girl
And many thanks to you, Daf, for sharing the beauty of your love for this very special lady here with all of us. Your talent for poetry is a special gift indeed, and I am grateful that you've posted it here over the years for all to behold and treasure.
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#165805 - 12/07/1112:45 AMMy heart alights upon this moment
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Dearest Lisa,
Your eyes are closed.
You shine beyond this. sweet as the night which sings in velvet soft as day
my heart alights upon this moment the tide belongs then fades away but this, my love goes on forever amber wings against the sky within love's memory while so fleeting yet enduring carry on.
You shine beyond this with your eyes closed and your soul clean with your hope winded but your truth solid you took it on today and will again tomorrow: God's own wrecking ball for ego and cynicism gall and spite you are medicine and a miracle which tastes of life to these dying eyes.
#166655 - 03/10/1212:41 PMA gem for the beggar's bowl?
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Darling Lisa,
A beggar squat in the road lies before thee prone and pleading come to you for mercy:
Be with me.. this is what is asked for a bare monk's bowl. All I would know of life is to be found in that; in you and me, and whatever happens. Rich or poor, I would be happy. Hungry or fat, I would be content. Young, old or ancient my days would be full by your side. They always have been, when they have been. And they have been, Lord knows you've tried.
Be with me. This is all I want in life, of love and its accompanying song: You and I in work and play sun and rain far and near (for you are always near to me; dearer to me than my own wretched heart than my own precious soul than the God in me which delights in your heart's perfection.)
Be with me, and me alone when the sun comes down then up again. Our days this go round are already numbered, love. Drink deep, this is all we have not much but yours..every scrap.
Be with me..who adores you. Who's ever loved you; searched for you again and again through time. Who ever will again.
#166669 - 03/11/1210:16 AMHeartbeats Enough to Linger There
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Lisa,
Mine to thine eyes.. forever if it were practical together if you would have me this and vision sufficient to be breathless the breaths spent to enjoy it heartbeats enough to linger there and you with whom to share them.
#166752 - 03/21/1206:35 AMYou were born of God's thoughts on Perfection
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Dearest Lisa,
Once in late November the Lord thought of Beauty these thoughts were in earnest and this became you.
Two tears of pure joy were wept so you'd see that which smiles with delight through your eyes that which loves 'til love touched upon life and its warmth formed the shape of your heart.
Breathing in all the colors at once the next moment exhaling your hair this too is there for a whisper you came and of thought you were done your lips are Divinity's own a smile which lights the world so bright that eternity grieves when it's gone.
Of Grace you were made of love were you born of all of God's thoughts on Perfection.
#166816 - 03/29/1210:24 AMRe: You were born of God's thoughts on Perfection
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thank You, Darling. a smiley can't begin to express all the feelings You inspire me to feel. And all of these gifts You've given me, so precious, are just a glimpse into all of the Beauty, Truth and Bliss You've brought to my life.
I watched you tinkering yesterday, like a mad-scientist obsessed with a mystery... I thought back to all of the times when life's hardships had overcome me... how in a moment of giving You can turn all around right again and make me smile or laugh and forget everything. I thought of all the energy You have put into Loving me and making me smile. How grateful I am for Your Love, I cry silently with smile on my lips and a wealth of emotion in my heart..
I Love You so Dearly. Happy 4th Anniversary Dear Darling.
#166822 - 03/30/1208:57 AMThe Whys of Perfect Grace
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The Fall season once asked me if I knew how it could have been so blessed as to have carried you to your birth bed.
"It's to remind us of Spring a jewel of hope--a promise ring from Summer to life to carry us through the cold, harsh winters," I said.
"This is the gift of the Autumn Child her gift to the world a gift from God." I told her this, darling and she found it quite pleasing, but the truth is that I don't know the whys of Perfect Grace only the benefits of being nearby.
Lialei, I do know that I love you; every atom in my body is quivering to say so. I breathe just to serve you, serve to see happiness come to rest within its rightful home: your heart.
And while there are miles to be travelled footprints to leave bones left in this body for breaking heartbeats left to be muttered from this humble frame dust to be met by dust remains before this loving you is done.
#166826 - 04/01/1203:58 PMMaking love where the birds can see
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Like you read the runes to me, perhaps half in contemplation that it didn't matter.
But it did matter, and it does matter..
Like scrambled eggs matter, on an English muffin. Like a small table matters when you've nothing to set your books on. It matters.
Like a printer cartridge when you've so much to say that can't be confined to a monitor. Like a 12 pack of beer when the pain won't stop. Like patiently listening to some drop D chords and bad truckin' songs. Like a bar of soap...it matters.
And don't you know that there aren't many sighs like yours? Or tears like yours? Or a smile like yours? Like a 4 cheese pizza and an hour or two. Like vegetable soup and a walk through the woods. Or making love where the birds can see. Or the dumb old shows that you watch with me. Like a chapter from your favorite Kerouac book. Or the towels you wash. And a loving look.
Like the words you say while you're ringing up things..for $37.50. Like forgetting blame. Like the things you've done..and the things you do. When you think of me and you read those runes..it matters.
#166853 - 04/14/1209:51 AMSomewhere serving you
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Lia,
Tears have not come to these eyes which were shed for fairer than thee.
Not for blush of cheek (though yours beckons me) nor for healthy hue not for random chance nor mere romance or whim not fancy, no.
It's said that lost to antiquity is the true secret of royal ascension. That it is not blood which makes a queen but grace and not men but angels who serve true royalty.
I'm no angel nor knight not saint nor hero Just a deluded man who foolishly thinks that his rightful place is somewhere serving you.
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To the two beautiful love birds of CE Daf & Blue Dove,
I hope you had a most wonderful 4th Anniversary. Being able to witness the pure awesomeness of your love for each other here in these forums has been a delightful gift to treasure and behold. Thank you both so much for letting the contents of your linked hearts flow and touch us all. Much love and many blessings to you both.
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#166899 - 04/25/1209:03 AMRe: Somewhere serving you
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Thank you for your kind wishes, Venus and Kel.
11 years is now? Wow. Love to you and Troy, Kel.
It's amazing, isn't it, to think of the mysterious, miraculous wonder of destiny's movements... God nudging us beyond time and distance and even what we could ever foresee ourselves. This love came to me after entire surrender of my will and acceptance of whatever may come from that. Was it that way for you?
Anyway, thanks so much for your support, ladies. It means a lot.
#166905 - 04/25/1206:33 PMRe: Somewhere serving you
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Veneo
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Hi Lis
No, not 11 years now. But thinking about you two and your anniversary made me think about ours since we met here too. We met in the forums in Jan 01', in person Memorial Day weekend, and were married in Oct 01'.
Talk about a whirlwind romance.
It was just a very syncronistic thing for us. I was getting divorced (after 2 plus years of separation) and selling my house (as well as wanting to relocate), and he had a house and was looking for a fellow knowflake woman to come into his life (he knew he wasn't going to find her in his small southern town). He had a sense that he might find her here. I'd like to think that Linda brought us together, since it was she and her work that brought us both here. We were also both drawn to and very intrigued by Edgar Cayce and his work. We met on a tread titled "Health" and talked about Cayce on it. We soon discovered that we had a lot of Syncro's. Too many to be coincidence. After meeting we knew we were supposed to be together. The 11 year anniversary of our 1st meeting is just around the corner.
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