Hi Adrienne! Thank you for your answer, I appreciate it. Now, I know that we Cancers are moody (I'm a june-cancer, born june 26th 1975 btw), and I agree whole-heartedly with that! The Gods know I have enough mood-swings to fill several lives!
But some of the problems I mention are unfortunately more than just a monthly moonspell (for better or worse). I am beginning to realize it's some heavy Karmic influence (probably being pushed right now from my Higher S-elf), which needs to be resolved. I have a few ideas on how it can be resolved, or what path life might take for me ahead.
I hope the New Moon will help though, giving me a bit more optimistic look on things, I sure can need it. I guess that I've grown a bit apart from my spiritual self these past years. I keep remembering my childhood so vivdly, all the magic that once existed, and I feel so sad because it's gone now. And even thought I know that I still can create magic, I have forgotten how. Sometimes it feels like I'll never remember it again.
I also have a very difficult Neptune placement that gives me headaces sometimes. I am thankful, though, for this site, and the great things I've already learned here! Many issues I've felt the Neptune fog cloaking have been made a lot clearer for me now. Thank you to everyone whose been so helpful and open.
I don't know what might happen the coming months, but I'll hope for the best, that's all I can do. Actually, I'm just listening to Linda's favourite song "When You Wish Upon a Star." I hope it can come true even for people like me.
Peace and Light
- Crabbie