OH! IM SHAKING, IM SHAKING SO..i was just talking to chelsea, the girl i spoke of earlier...oh, it was so exhilarating..she said i may share what she taught..it was so strange!!!!!! shes never spoken like this before..oh wow..here you all are (i am jj21685, she is microwave1234567)

JJ21685: oh! greetings druid-girl! i wrote you..i mean..im writting you
MiCrOwAvE1234567: ok
MiCrOwAvE1234567: greetingssssss
JJ21685: your mad at me arent you
MiCrOwAvE1234567: no
MiCrOwAvE1234567: never
MiCrOwAvE1234567: why would i be mad
MiCrOwAvE1234567: at you?
JJ21685: i see..all those "serpent S's" scared me i guess
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh sorry
MiCrOwAvE1234567: :-D
MiCrOwAvE1234567: O:-)
JJ21685: LOL = )
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yeah
JJ21685: what is a gooober..to you?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: a person who believes in astrology and mars, stuff like that
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and who looks for their true love
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and who believes in druids and fairies
MiCrOwAvE1234567: fate hope and snowflakes
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and who expects miracles
JJ21685: do you..believe in all those magic druid things i mean?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yeah
MiCrOwAvE1234567: goooberz aren't afraid to be themselves
JJ21685: good! so do i
MiCrOwAvE1234567: cool
JJ21685: you only need two O's in the plural with the Z
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh sorry
JJ21685: LOL
MiCrOwAvE1234567: this stuff is confusing
JJ21685: dead and dread rhyme
MiCrOwAvE1234567: lol
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yeah
JJ21685: not after you write it enough times
MiCrOwAvE1234567: becuz we all dread being dead
JJ21685: unfortunatly
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but we aren't really dead
MiCrOwAvE1234567: we are just not in this body anymore
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it's like temple relocation
JJ21685: there is no life until we love..
and then there is no death!
wow..you sound like heathcliffe..go on
MiCrOwAvE1234567: well i think we only come back to another temple
MiCrOwAvE1234567: if we need something to complete our souls
MiCrOwAvE1234567: still
JJ21685: reincarnation?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: sort of
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but if you just want to come back you can
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and you can pick who.
MiCrOwAvE1234567: if you come back by choice
JJ21685: wow-wow-wow are you my guru? LOL oh, i see..but when you come back
MiCrOwAvE1234567: lol
JJ21685: will you know it consciously?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: only if you are a complete gooober
MiCrOwAvE1234567: sort of
JJ21685: and do you HAVE to come back..or is there a final..Heaven as we know it
JJ21685: (geez, this makes m ore sence your way)
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you are kind of pulled back to finish and complete your soul
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but you don't have to if your first temple got all the way built
JJ21685: and if it did...then what?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you go to your planet(astrological one) and join the other spirits up there with you
MiCrOwAvE1234567: in the universe
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think
JJ21685: uni-verse..say, have you studied this?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: no
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it's just come to me since i've read gooberz
JJ21685: are you then perhapes tuned in to your higher s-elf? ah, i see
MiCrOwAvE1234567: maybe i am
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i don't really know yet
JJ21685: you sound like you are
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i'm just really confused about everything else
JJ21685: wait..
MiCrOwAvE1234567: what
JJ21685: LOL..about the "you go to your planet" part..that cant be right..the rest sounds absolutly fabulous, but that cant be right..
MiCrOwAvE1234567: well your planet is just like your house
JJ21685: because then linda and goob would be seperated..and that just cant be!
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and the rest of the planets are your neighbors and stuff
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you just go back to your home planet to recooperate
MiCrOwAvE1234567: or make your aura brighter
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and if you get too bad, you come back and rebuild a temple
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i don't know
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it's like not me typing this
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it just all came out through my fingers
JJ21685: LOL..ill meditate on your words tonight..then your tuned in! right on!
MiCrOwAvE1234567: cool
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i feel very tired now
JJ21685: ill be sure to send it to the knowflakes if you dont mind
MiCrOwAvE1234567: like after a burst of adreniline
MiCrOwAvE1234567: that's fine
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but don't be too upset if i'm completely wrong
MiCrOwAvE1234567: k?
JJ21685: geez..now im confussed again..alright..it just all seems strange to me
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you and me both
JJ21685: yeah...the first part made a lot of sense..try to tune in again, maybe you could teach more
JJ21685: you aries rams seem so much better at this than i am
MiCrOwAvE1234567: ask some more questions
MiCrOwAvE1234567: this is the first time i've ever known any of this
MiCrOwAvE1234567: just ask the questions
JJ21685: alright, "guru"..what about heaven then..what is it, if anything?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: maybe it'll come again
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it's like your soul
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and everyone else's soul
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and you are just in perfect harmony
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and happiness
JJ21685: and what about jesus of nazereth..who was he really?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: a guy
JJ21685: lol
MiCrOwAvE1234567: seriously
JJ21685: what do you mean
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and then something came over him and he just had to say it all
MiCrOwAvE1234567: like he didn't have control over what he did
JJ21685: was he the son of god...higher than we ordinary earthlings?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he just felt such a strong push he just did it before it drove him sycho
MiCrOwAvE1234567: no no higher
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he was just as confused as us
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he just did what he was compelled to do
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he had to release everything building up inside of him
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and once he did
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he understood and kept going
MiCrOwAvE1234567: becuz he knew it was part of his destiny
JJ21685: and does hell exist? he understood..what do you mean exactly?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and FATE
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he understood
MiCrOwAvE1234567: like why he was feeling and acting that wya
MiCrOwAvE1234567: way
JJ21685: was it perhapes the holy spirit that came over him
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yes exactly
JJ21685: and what IS the holy spirit?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: he was the holy spirit's temple
JJ21685: thanks, your helping a bunch
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think it is god's soul
MiCrOwAvE1234567: no problem
JJ21685: oh! i read that today..heathcliffe said some of these exact things..not all of them, but that part i mean
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh man
JJ21685: about the HOLy spirit comeing into jesus..alright, i have to ask i different kind of question
MiCrOwAvE1234567: go ahead
MiCrOwAvE1234567: here comes the energy flow
JJ21685: i mean..i wrote you, and i didnt finish it yet, but im feeling a spiritual high now thanks to what your teaching me, i think youll know the answear better now than you will tomorrow
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yes probably
JJ21685: its been on the edge of my mind for the longest time...well, the letter says it a lot better, but ill make is short...
MiCrOwAvE1234567: ...
JJ21685: are we..i mean, are you and me..could we be gooberz..twin s-elves?
JJ21685: or am i wrong, i only want the truth
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think yeah it could be possible
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i mean yeah we understand each other
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and we know what we are talking about
JJ21685: oh, it could..but do think we really are? it just seems so strange, and its..oh, ill give you the letter tomorrow
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh k
MiCrOwAvE1234567: that's fine
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i can wait
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but do you think
MiCrOwAvE1234567: it might be too early to really know?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: like for sure
JJ21685: i mean though..will we ever..maybe.."gather confetti blooms of flowers
to toss at one another like delighted children.."
yes, probably
MiCrOwAvE1234567: yeah maybe
MiCrOwAvE1234567: we are all changing
JJ21685: im sorry..i shouldnt have asked
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but i've never felt as..... connected to anyone
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i mean i've been thinking about that too
JJ21685: oh! but how would we know?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: ever since linda met her second twoin
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i don't know
MiCrOwAvE1234567: maybe you should email carrie
MiCrOwAvE1234567: she might know
MiCrOwAvE1234567: or go to one of your chat group things
MiCrOwAvE1234567: someone has to know
JJ21685: lol..if i knew the exact time of my birth they could to a chart on us
JJ21685: i feel different
MiCrOwAvE1234567: me too
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i know my exact time of birth
MiCrOwAvE1234567: do you want it?
JJ21685: oh? yes please
MiCrOwAvE1234567: saturday
MiCrOwAvE1234567: march 29
MiCrOwAvE1234567: 1986
MiCrOwAvE1234567: 12:15 am
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i was born on a holy saturday
JJ21685: great..thanks! oh? thanks for being a guru chelsea..ive long awaited this night
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you could ask your mom or dad about yours\
MiCrOwAvE1234567: no problem
JJ21685: yeah, i will tonight or tomorrow
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i always felt some big chunk missing
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and now it's slowly filling
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i can feel it just spread
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i think my aura just brightened too
JJ21685: now, about delighted children...i mean, i guess its dumb to ponder unanswearable questions, but if we are a "holy trinityu of miracles" i dont want to miss a minute
MiCrOwAvE1234567: well ya
JJ21685: *trinity
MiCrOwAvE1234567: but what if it isn't
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and we get our hopes up\
MiCrOwAvE1234567: we'll be heart broken
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and i just don't want to rush anything
JJ21685: true...so what shall we do?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh
MiCrOwAvE1234567: maybe you should consult your people
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and we can meditate on this
MiCrOwAvE1234567: individually
MiCrOwAvE1234567: and see what we come up with
JJ21685: "my people"..i like that phrase, goob
JJ21685: oh, sorry
MiCrOwAvE1234567: that
MiCrOwAvE1234567: is ok
JJ21685: i shouldnt have called you that
MiCrOwAvE1234567: that's ok
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you were caught up in the moment
JJ21685: alright..well meditate..no, i lied..im sorry
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you lied?
MiCrOwAvE1234567: about what
JJ21685: i just needed..oh, i needed so to call yuo goob! i wont do it again..druid honor
MiCrOwAvE1234567: oh
MiCrOwAvE1234567: that's ok
JJ21685: =o)
MiCrOwAvE1234567: druid honor
MiCrOwAvE1234567: well i have to go
MiCrOwAvE1234567: sorry to end this
MiCrOwAvE1234567: i'm a little out of it
MiCrOwAvE1234567: see you tomorrow
JJ21685: good luck, guru! well pick it back up later..keep smiling..expect a miracle
JJ21685: bye
MiCrOwAvE1234567: bye
MiCrOwAvE1234567: you too

O! Just LOVEly Jason!
SO Happy for U 2!
(((((EXPECT A MIRACLE!)))))
I'm SendingGOOD THOUGHTS on VIOLET LIGHT RAYS TO U 2!
Thanks 4 Sharing your de-LIGHT-ful messages with us ALL!
Peace,
SeaJ

Copyright 2000 SeaJ

Hi Jason,

talk, talk, talk!

Very nice.
I think she still remembers where she came from.

Darwin

Donna, it took me awhile but I finally found this......

Jason, cool, sounds just like reading Gooberz.................Have you met her in person yet?

Jason, you must report back to us, (only if you want to, tho).

Peace,

Nephthys

Nephthys

Glad you got to read this.

Jason

This is like reading a page out of Gooberz almost.

Donna

yeah! thats what I said, too! i do know her in person, were in school together. unfortunatly, ..um..dave said we probably aren't twin s-elves =o( oh well, one never k-NOWs! Peace be with you!!
jason

That doesn't mean you can't be soulmates, does it?

~N.

and so it is

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she was chipmunk pretty,
lily-blossom cute,
when I saw her that day,
the sunlight falling, falling
around her face,
dripping off of her hair,
and mixing with her aura,
gentle velvet-blue…

…she was beyond knowing,
deeper than my deepest dreams
of her, higher than
my highest hopes…

later, after splashing like a seal
in the cool white waters,
she smiled at me,
her hair dripping wet, once again…

…and there was something…
…something…
…so nostalgic, so familiar about her,
about that moment…

we danced together, in dizzy circles
on the tilt-a-whirl,
closer, closer,
never close enough…

…afraid of closeness,
more afraid to part…

…and that night,
back home again, in the city,
her eyes twinkled
with the star-drenched sky…

…so familiar, so deep,
her eyes…

…oh, peace! remember me
as I remember you…


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Your face, so lovely
Is covered now with cold earth,
Crumbled and scattered
Where you lie in perpetual slumber –

-it your rest sweet,
Or a thing to be feared?

Is it sadness,
Is it angry-

Am I angry?

And why,
But if –

But because you let go,
Because you left
When you had so much
Left to do

When I had so much
Left to tell you.


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When you…

…when she walked
Down into the water,
There was a sadness, and a calm,
As she sank beneath the pounding waves,
Certain it was her destiny,

And she did not struggle,
Did not cry out…

…only a single tear trickled down her cheek…

And I called out her name…

“…Peace! Peace!
Soft blue, velvet Peace…”

…but she could not,
Or would not
Turn around…

…only kept walking
Deeper into the sea
While I watched in anguish,
And wondered-knew
Why.