Not sure if I know why I'm posting this here...but it still wont shut up until I do (re 'why we chose our name' thread in star chat - or vice versa)so...here goes...it's my first ever lexigram so if I've broken a rule or it's just no good............bad luck!(cancel)

AUSTRALDI

dial us! I stir! trust Di!

Ra laid a data trail
a(n) astral sail
a rusti rail
a list
a tail
at last a start
us at last!
Star dust art.

welp, heres something to ponder away with

lexigram my name

Rodrigo Reyes

HeHe;
Say please
Hey remember...I'm only a hack...
so be patient
and gentle..(still bruised)
results soon

Okay first a small tempter more to come!
Rodrigo Reyes
Go God!
so
seer see?
yes!
Re is God
God is I
I see God!
is so good

you like???

~*~ *winks* ~*~

hehe, pretty cool

Es;

I keep getting this image of a battle; you know men in sort of uniform; horses and infantry; long pikes etc. the sun is shining; a couple of clouds in the sky;
and the land is slightly undulating and there is a stone wall or ruins of a stone building nearby. I can't find the answer in the lexi yet, apart from ridge (which triggered the picture) sire; dire; gore; and side. order is also linked
I can't get any further on the lexi either 'cause this image keeps butting in !

It's unusual as I usually see as photos or video (like real time) but this is like a painting.

Uniform is like white pants, red and blue jackets and feathers on headdress. small puff of smoke lingers in air from recently fired cannon.

Hope you know more about it than me.
I'll let you know if I get anything else.
cheers

Australdi, you're really getting the hang of this! I loved the way you did mine.

He he

I think I've become addicted to lexis just like Linda warned! No word is safe anymore!!!

I have no clue, I'm new to most things metaphysical...for all I know it could be a battle to come...

Es;

No I wouldn't panic I get the strong feeling this is from a past life.
I'm pretty new to receiving pictures from others so I'm not really confident in interpreting anything
someone else could be better... but hey, I'm the one who got it so maybe I'm meant to learn what to do with it!
feel free to help me out here all!

OH wow, I didn't even see the post about the images you're picking up, Di!
Feels like past life to me too. Must be coming up now because it needs healing.

Esecasco...do you ever have dreams or nightmares that you can recall that have similar images?

well daisy, I can't recall one dream where I might be in a battlefield, or let alone on any field, most of the dreams that I seem to recall take place in different times(mostly the future) and recently, whenever I go to sleep I wake up in a cold sweat(this is in the afternoon, and its around 100 in LA )and an incredable thirst, but I can't recall the dreams, but feel that the dreams are being set for me to interpret later(meaning that they will keep occuring until I am willing to see them)

the strangest dream I can recall at all which sorta concerns this site is this....

I was travelling in the mountains, snow was everywhere, and I was with two other people, and old woman was leading us, the other guy was someone I had never seen before...and he was slightly older than me, he was there to make sure I got the message, and to make sure I was okay. We got to a place, and to me it looked like snow, but the old woman brushed at it, and old scriptures could be seen, she said no one knew of these scriptures, which was why she brought me there, they concerned me. She said that they told of my being here, in that situation, and in the ones to come. She said I would change the world, in a way I could not yet comprehend...

and to add to that...two years ago, when I would walk to school(roughly one mile)I would let my mind go free, and often there would be someone telling me something(at the time I thought it was my guide, other times, other people that had something to say)these messages in so many words called me three things...a fallen angel, anti-christ, and a messiah...put those together and you do have a false prophet....I thought I was going insane at the time...and every now and then, I get a message like that, which to say the least freaks me out...

damn, which brings me here...wondering what that interpretation of the lexigram could mean...

Es;

I know where your'e comming from with the "there is someting important I'm meant to do in this life" feeling. I too have had it all my life. I still haven't worked out what!
Sometimes this drives me a little crazy (frustration) cause I feel like I'm wasting time but I've recently accepted that when the time is right, I'll know. just like always... . In the meantime I try to learn as much as i can and somehow i am drawn to the information that i need and the places i need to go to find said information. I have faith now that it will all become clear to me when the time is right.

Now that I am receptive to learning the answers (insights) are coming thick and fast but often this leads to more questions !

Douglas Adams wrote.."There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable........(turn page)
There is another theory which states that this has already happened."
(restaurant at the end of the universe)

If you haven't read his books yet, I highly recommend them....the lighter side of metaphysics.
keep searching, I'll help all i can but I'm not much on this one.
cheers

Wow, that is an amazing dream!
My policy on dream interpretation is, only the dreamer knows the true meaning, because symbols mean different things to different people...I would suggest that you ponder on what those symbols mean to you...mountains, snow, old people, old scriptures...what are your feelings about those things?
I believe each of us changes the world simply by existing in it
Di, that is an amazing quote...LOL my universe is so bizarre I must have flipped that page over a few times already!
I feel the same frustration about what am I supposed to do with my life...but what I realize when I get quiet and stop being hard on myself is that I am doing positive things in my life NOW just because it is inner-directed instead of outer-directed doesn't mean it's not valuable...
Esecasco, about those inner messages you hear...don't think you're going crazy. Lots of people here including myself can tell you from personal experience, the more you open up spiritually or psychically, the stranger the things that may happen! Please don't close off the voice inside you, I'm sure the meaning will become clearer to you in time...sometimes things won't make sense for years and years and then maybe one day it will suddenly just click and it will all become clear to you...but one thing to remember is, and this isn't just my opinion, this is what I would call an absolute truth, if a voice you are hearing puts you down in any way or makes you feel bad about yourself it is NOT coming from your own guides or your higher self...that's just a good yardstick to go by when sorting out what you are hearing.
Maybe someone else will have insight into the dream's meaning...please keep us posted about it in any case, and I'll keep it in my mind so as to receive any info about what's going on with you...
I did see your post in the Ask the Astrologer section when you said you were leaving the forum, and I wanted to tell you it gave me a giggle, not that I was laughing at you, but I was just tickled that somebody else was saying what I can't help but think myself sometimes! [the big secret of the universe is truly that everything is BS, not in a bad way, but we are all making it up as we go along you know ] Anyway I'm glad you decided to stick around here.

Love to everybody!

what do those symbols mean to me? lots of things.

Ancient symbols mean lost knowledge to me...knowledge that must be regained, or has been, but is being kept from everyone, because not everyone can accept them.

Age means wisdom to me, I respect old people, because they have faced lots of different things, and have thought of many different things, because of their age. For example, the whole physical immortality thing Linda Goodman spoke of, creates a very strange thing with cronologically older people, they don't face the end....what I mean by that is this...if they are 80, but they look like they are 25, they haven't had to face things like the shock of middle age, or the fact that time is running out...they don't mature...kind of like a 10 year old boy always being 10, he doesn't face puberty, so his voice doesn't become deeper, he doesn't grow taller, he doesn't become stronger, etc, etc, etc and because of that, he will always see the world as a 10 year old boy, thinking that girls have cuties...see?

thats the dilema there, so thats what old people mean to me, those who have faced things I can't imagine, both on the mental level, and physically too(gotta be more careful, don't want to break anything(not a joke))

so, the old woman could be seen as someone who has seen the world in ways which no one can immagine, leading me to a place to show me something I need to see, to grow, I suppose.

The man that was there to make sure I was okay, was different. He was the one that brought me to the woman, something of a guide....kind of like a friend telling you to see a psychic. but the interesting part is that he went along the journey with me, because part of the message was for him as well. I never saw his face though.

The snow means many things to me, as I have never seen snow in my life(meaning I have never touched it, etc, etc)it means purity, because the mountains weren't the way mountains are in picutres, with a mixture of rock and snow, but rather, completely covered in snow.

There was no sun, and no clouds, or rather I couldn't see them, it was snowing a bit, but no wind.

we walked all the way to the place where the scriptures were hidden. it was like there was a mountain there, but it was covered in snow, it was tall, and everywhere around, there weren't mountains like this, sort of like an obelisk. the symbols were sort of written on a rock which looked similar to a slanted box...a perfect square box about ten feet in width, 3 feet in length, and 3 feet high.

I can't really remember the scriptures themselves, only one really stands out in my mind...
*
*
*** * ***
* * *
* * *
* * *
* * *
* * *
* * *
* * *
* * *
*** * ***
*
*

what it means, I don't know

what I do know is I've never seen it before.

the feeling I got while she read the symbols to me was that each symbol didn't mean a word, or letter, but rather a feeling...an interesting language...

hehe, thats the last time I try to do ascii graphics on a forum

how to get that symbol up...hmmm...

......*......
......*......
.***..*..***.
...*..*..*...
...*..*..*...
.*....*....*.
*.....*.....*
*.....*.....*
.*....*....*.
...*..*..*...
...*..*..*...
.***..*..***.
......*......
......*......

okay, hows that?, um the . represents blank space, and the * represents the symbol itself

lol, I should have done what I said and not tried ascii graphics again...oh well...I'll figure out a way to get it on there

Wow, you are really blowing my mind with all this stuff...
I was about to go do something else but I had a feeling to come check the computer...
Wow.
That last part you said...about how each symbol means a feeling...my mind is racing so fast I can't get my thoughts straight...
(((((pssst....Moonglow, are you reading this by any chance? Do you see what I see in this? Is it Sumari?)))))
I love your view on immortality...I wish you were around here a few months ago to say that...but if you had been you would have really been screaming about the BS
As for the rest of it I need to wait til my head stops spinning to try to tell you any more...
all I can say is WOW...this is amazing...
(oh yeah, and WOO HOO because you-know-who is gone there is justice in the world after all I guess!!)

PS I got here right when you posted it to start with and that means I have been sitting here for almost half an hour just staring at it in amazement...
I'm sorry to keep you hanging about what I'm thinking but I have to go for a soak in the tub, that's where I do my best thinking anyway...

daisy,

Sumari? huh?

as for dude thats gone, I just found it funny that he had three logins...the part I find the funniest though, is something was telling me in the back of my mind, its the same guy(when I read Bels defense of URs...)
it felt too similar,...you know?

Es, we all did...it's hard to fool people with psychic tendancies
but there was a small matter of proof.
Thanks Greg for answering our prayers.

Good lesson for anyone wanting to work work in investigative fields...
Leopards don't usually change their spots....or their M.O. (Modus operandi)

Es; I'm spun out by your dream etc. I'ts great! Sorry, but I havn't got anything to offer yet...I'm going to sit here and learn though I'm enthralled
keep seeking!

light;
Aus

Hi Esecasco

I'm still mind boggled about this.
I'm going to quote something for you:
This is from the introduction to The Nature Of Personal Reality by Jane Roberts:

Quote>>>
Sumari refers to a "family" of consciousnesses who share certain overall characteristics. There is a language involved that isn't a language in usual terms. I think that it operates as a psychological and psychic framework that frees me from normal verbal reference, letting me express and communicate inner feelings and data that lie just below formalized word patterns.<<<Unquote.

Does that ring any bells for you?
Sumari can be translated into a verbal language, or it can be represented in symbols...

I'm sorry I don't know much about it, I haven't paid much attention to it when reading Jane's books because it's not really my "field" so to speak...but it sounds like it might be yours

Calling Moonglow... Come shine some of that lovely moonlight on us here.

Di: no, they don't
he he

Pay attention to that voice in the back of your head Es...it will take you where you need to go...

hehe, I'll keep seeking in this life, and in the next

I was curious about something, because I recall, but I don't know from where, that people can't read in their dreams....and the thing is, that I can always read in dreams, road signs, books, etc, etc, so I was wondering whether those were dreams, or visions

hehe, speaking of visions, and dreams...craziest two dreams I've ever had are one when I was real little, about five years old, I dreamt that my dads aunt had died(she was really old)and that she had come to my house to claim me, and she was followed by everyone, she looked like a skeleton, but she wore a cape, and everyone that followed her, were just skeletons, she said she was going to turn me into one of them...and I recall running away, I was in the street running away from all of these skeletons...I woke up completely shocked.

second one was when I was about 8 years old. I was running in a completely black area, there was no light, but there was one light, so I ran towards it, when I was about to reach the light, I noticed a huge demon standing in it(I felt it was satan) to say the least, I was both frightened, and impressed with his sheer power...he looked tall, roughly 20 feet, incredably strong...a huge wing span, but I didn't get an evil feeling from him, but felt that I should leave, so as I tried to stop, I fell on the floor, and as I hit the floor(my back hit the floor)I woke up, I looked at the clock, and not even a minute had passed.

strange no?
welp, about the other dream, I don't know what to make of it, had it about a year ago, and whenever I think of it, I don't know....

daisy, what you said about sumari sounds very familiar, and some ways.

I've called it something else, its a way of thinking I find myself using in times of trouble, or when I have to figure something out very quickly...I call it subconscious thought, and communication...

when I use this, I find myself able to process information very quickly...somewhat like only taking information in, and being very impulsive on how to use it...its very subjective though...three examples:

1.one morning I was walking to school(this is pretty recent)and I saw a dog, and I sensed that he had some sort of bad intention towards me...so I subconsciously sent him a message saying that if he got anywhere near me, I would kick the shit out of him...he got up, looked at me in a strange way, and then just took off, and kept looking behind him...I feel bad for scaring him...but I felt something bad about him.

2.I was in an auto shop class, and I was inflating a wheel, but it wouldn't seal(so the air kept leaking out)and I was running my finger close to the rim, and the rubber, on the inside, feeling the air, and then all of a sudden something told me, move your finger!, so I pulled it back quickly, and then a split second later the wheel sealed..so half a second, and I would have lost my finger nail

3.I was in class, and everyone was talking, but we were supposed to be reading a book. I was getting annoyed by it, and my friend who was sitting in front of me, was annoyed too, so he tells me, "man, I can't concentrate", I say, "yeah, me neither, want them to shut up?" he goes , "yeah" so I said"okay, wait a sec" I closed my eyes concentrated and sent all of them the message "you don't want to say anything, you don't know why, but you don't"after about 5 seconds, the room became completely quiet, my friend was laughing, he was amazed I lost my concentration, and a girl said "why is everyone so quiet?" everyone had a dumbfounded look on their faces

so thats what I get from that...I try using this every now and then...when I was in the tenth grade(which is why I asked dave about it)was when I found this...it was also the time in which I started getting messages...they always came in this form...but it was more info on stuff I inquired about...like if I asked about a dog, I would get information on him...its wierd, very subjective.

Es;

I get a really strong feeling from the second dream (the one when you were 8) that you're higher s-ELF was urging you to seek the light but that this went against what "society" (or family) believed in; as if you had been warned not to get mixed up in this sort of thing (metaphysics, the occult) as it was a "bad" thing. Your Higher self recognised that this was not "bad" but felt that it was not yet time to challenge other's beliefs.
so it advised you to leave, but gave you a "taste" of the sheer size and power of the idea.

(Hey I could be totally off track with this - ignore if you wish to)

Hey wow;
your post wasn't there when i posted... you are soooo lucky! (gifted)
Just be careful that you always use it for good... it could be too tempting sometimes to control others and this would be a corrupting influence on your spirit.
cheers

australdi,

actually, that makes alot of sence, because the occult is always associated with evil, for example, people being burnt because people thought they were witches.

hehe, actually, it makes ALOT of sence...when I was little I used to be very religious, always wanting to know about angels, etc, etc...I even recall one time when I was little, my brother was sick, so while I headed to school, I told my guardian to leave me and take care of him, that I could take care of myself if I needed to...when I got home my brother felt alot better

hehe, now that I think about it...I've always been interested in telekenisis...and something kept telling me that I would eventually have that ability...but not if I kept thinking the way I kept thinking(being religious, not questioning things)

I only find myself able to move objects when I get incredably angry...I'll be mad, and a book will fall on the floor, but make a really loud noise, as if saying "hey, calm down!"

whoa, I gotta really consider all of this

Daisi

could you start a new thread on Sunami(??sp??) I am really facinated by this I did not realise there was a way to verbalise these thoughts.

(((Please anyone))) an "alphabet" would be great!
(((calling)))

hehe, an alphabet for that would be tough

hmm...hmmm....maybe not...it seems feasible...I'd need about a good 10000 symbols ....and alot of time!

I'd say my ability in this is roughly that of someone who just learned a complex new language, and knows enough to get by as a tourist, but not as a local

OH, my, the way you misspelled that...
I am pretty sure there is another consciousness group called Sunami which is like a spin-off of the Sumari grouping...I am going nuts trying to find the reference to it...
I feel like I'm falling down the rabbit hole, help!
I am seriously tripping out on all this.
Can I start a thread on Sumari? Well...the best I could do is to just keep posting quotes out of the Jane Roberts books...
Why not read them for yourselves? They are actually called the Seth books, Jane was a channeler of an entity named Seth...there is a lot you will read about other than Sumari, believe me, you won't regret reading these books!
The one I quoted from above is a good one to start with...but I think Sumari is talked about the most in The Unknown Reality volume 2...
Also there is The Oversoul Seven Trilogy, which are Jane's own books, fictional not channeled...Esecasco, that would be a good place for you to start if you are interested...your dream reminded me a lot of the way the people in the first book of the trilogy rediscover Sumari...
Like I said, I haven't concentrated on Sumari because it's not my main area of interest...so I can't tell you much off the top of my head...let me glance through my books a bit though and I'll try to give some basic info
I am in awe of your talents Es...please do use caution as Australdi said...
There is so much in my mind right now I feel as if it would take months to explain it all...besides I am kind of whacked right now, someone was trying hard to make my ears burn today (not who you think, but someone on about the same level) and I need to clear myself out and rest...
I love you both
Think we've got one hell of a ride on this thread now...for us at least...

hehe, I would never become corrupt, I have had instances in which someone will say I will become a leader when the world is troubled...so thats something to see

as a result of that...I have promised myself to never become corrupt, no matter what, every person has the abilities I do, if they don't use them, that up to them, but the potential is there, so to be so rude as to claim myself greater than anyone else(as a ruler does)is foolish, and would be reason enough for expulsion

just remembered a strange thought(vision, very vivid)I recieved a while back, I was in a boat, a medium sized one, that had supplies in it, I was a stowaway, and all I had was a rifle, its dark, and I could see the moon light in the water....I was heading to a faraway place to face an enemy...all that info from a 1/2 second image

hehe, I'm a humble introverted leo

Keep opening your mind up to images Es, there'll be an answer there somewhere!

I just did a search on sumari (see i got it right this time ). the site is under construction at the moment but there are a heap of seminars in canada comming up. I think they're based in toronto. ( a bit to far away for me at the moment. )
still I'll keep searching. I'm searching for a 2nd hand copy of Sun signs too.
cheers

welp, felt I should post two dreams, and see if anyone can help on the interpretation of em had em both last night

one:I was searching for something in a place I used to work(I quit because I wanted to kill this one guy that used to piss me off, so rather than do that, I decided to leave)welp, I was in this place, but it was clean, it used to be dirty and messed up, and sloppy(it was a market, but I can't say it was super )but now, it was clean and really professional looking. I ran into this guy, but I decided that it wasn't worth it to do anything, so I mentally forgave him, and asked God to help him out. as I was going through the store searching for this one item(I don't quite know what it was, but I think it was a red rose, for a friend of mine)I saw a cop/security guard. He was armed, and had handcuffs, etc, etc. well, as I was searching, I kept running into people that needed help, I don't quite recall the first two incidents(there was three)but everytime I helped someone out, the cop would handcuff me, and as he would start to take me away, the person would explain that I was helping out. the last person I helped was a man that didn't have enough money to pay for his groceries, so he muttered to himself something like "damn, only a dime and a penny more", so I said, "a dime and a penny?" he said "a dime and a penny" so I pulled out a dime and a penny and told him "a dime and a penny" right after that, the cop handcuffed me, and was almost happy to have caught me stealing, but the guy explained to the cop that it was my money, and that I helped him out, so the cop, rather disappointed let me go. I woke up right after that, so I didn't find what I searched for.

second:I was in the military, and it was the future, and I was with a team of guards...and we were guarding something of extreme value(not gold, real value, like scientific discoveries, etc, etc)we were in a train, that had double tracks, and were joined at the sides, so it was something of a double car train, wierd...anyhow, we were there guarding this thing...when aliens started attacking us(aliens, like aliens from the movie aliens)we were defending ourselfs, watching out for them...when then, everyone started dying, some guy(who wasn't one of ours)showed up and started killing all of us, and the aliens too, when I found everyone dead, I ran into him, but he was on the ground, crawling, so I aimed my gun at his head, ready to shoot, when instantly he grabbed a handgun and shot me real fast, I shot him right away, and he died, but I was on the ground dying now...laughing maniacally at him, because I had triumphed over the sniper(thats what I called him, it meant the equivalent of master in my dream)as I was dying...I started getting visions into who he was...he was a genetically engineered human. his body was developed in a big glass tube, his bones made of metal...everything, I managed to see how he was made. His brain was something of a creature without the body(sorta like a human is able to live without a car, etc, and the car is nothing without the human...but put em toghether...)
it was nuts to say the least

the first dream I think is something of a message to the way it was for me when I was in school, in the early days, I used to alwasys help people out, and never quite get to my work because of it...ever since 10th grade in high school, I became a big time loner, and refused to help anyone...but got my studies done, but in the end, I ended up being lazy.

the second one...I don't even know

HOLY S--T!!!...I was looking at my drivers lisence picture, and it just hit me that the "sniper" that I killed was in fact me.

As for the first dream: ask yourself, how is it that I might be "stealing" from people when I help them?
hint: I would tell you right off what I'm thinking, but I want you to figure it out for your own self.
And as it seems you've already caught on to...of course when you spend more time doing things for other people than you do for yourself, you wind up stealing from your own self too.

That last thing you said about the second dream reminded me of The Empire Strikes Back...you know the part where Luke goes into the cave to fight Darth Vader...and when he pulls the helmet off he sees his own face inside...

I've got to think some more about all your dreams...I'm fascinated by them.

Much love to ya sweetie

The first one...I might would be stealing the experience of knowing what to do when there is no help around...

the second one...yeah, sort of like that...except his(my)face was uncovered the whole time...but I knew him as someone else...a master that was there to clean out the place...and he accomplished his mission, but it cost him his life because I was there...hmmmm

thanks for the love

Esecasco, I hope I'm not intruding but I have to say that the first impression I got when I looked at the symbols you typed was of the Ankh, the Egyptian emblem of life.

Australdi

Would you mind doing a lexigram for my name?

Also my first impression upon reading your post regarding the images you received from Esecasco was of a past life.

isn't the ankh a sort of cross with a circle for the top portion?

no, this symbol is different...

Thinkearth;
I am more than happy to do it (It does take me a while though)...but after reading Susan222 & Shanya's posts are you sure you're asking the right person?? These girls are awsome!!, and I am but a bug

Like I said though, I'm happy to attempt it...which name?